Monday Blues

Monday Blues

It always feels to me as if I am someone that all my friends can live with or without me. Ever since my bestie ended the friendship with me because it is affecting his relationship, i often felt if i were to disappear i would bring more smiles to the world. I don't know man, i doubt anyone will actually feel the kind of emotions that i have right now. To my nearest best friend now, i am just a freaking bright light bulb will anyone understand? It just doesn't make sense to me why am I never being loved the way my friends are? WHY???? This is just not the usual Monday blues that any person will have. I am like stuck in between emotions that nobody knows.

Rachel.